What I’m Praying: Young Adults to Encounter God in His House

Continuing my What I’m Praying series… a few weeks ago, The Prayer Room wrapped our spring Forerunner Music Academy. I’m sad that it’s over, but I’m excited that the end of one thing means the beginning of something else–on May 26, we launched our summer Immerse internship for young adults! Just in the past couple of years since I stepped into this position, I’ve led 20+ young adults through this internship. Some have planted a house of prayer, some have become full-time missionaries, some have joined volunteer staff or at least stayed committed to the house of prayer at some level, and all were strengthened by their time here.

Over the years The Prayer Room has seen so many young adults come through our doors, encounter Jesus in the place of prayer, and find an entirely new trajectory for their lives. It’s my favorite thing when God sends us people who just got saved, and now their foundational concept of Christianity is a lifestyle of prayer and being part of the big-picture Story of God.

Over the past few weeks, our rapid fire topic that we pray at the end of every prayer room set has been variations of this same theme: for God to draw young adults into His house and encounter them deeply. We have one of the biggest colleges in Texas right down the street from us (UTA), and this is a golden opportunity to see young adults fall in love with Jesus and get set on fire for His presence–but GOD has to draw them in, and then He has to touch their hearts.

This is a two-fold drawing: first, for God to draw them in the door, and two, for Him to draw their hearts deep into His heart.

“Draw me after you; let us run. The king has brought me into his chambers.”
(Song of Solomon 1:4)

For Immerse this summer, six young adults have been successfully “drawn” to say yes to the program! Whenever people do an internship or a school like this, they all come seeking God at some level, but they’re all in different places along their journey and all have different expectations of what the program will be like.

I remember one guy, Francisco, who came into an internship trying to get a foundation in his relationship with God. He struggled a bit at first with letting himself be vulnerable in a community that was so intensely relational and loving (TPR is not an easy place to hide!). Over time, as the love of the Father and the love of this community washed over him, he became a different person. He opened up, made deep friendships, fell in love with Jesus and the prayer room, and got anchored in this family. He joined volunteer staff and was a pillar of this house, pouring out and serving at every opportunity, even while being a full-time social worker. After nearly a year and a half with us, Francisco quit his job and moved to Kansas City to be a student at the music school at the International House of Prayer University, where he’s now going into his sophomore year. Everyone there loves him, and he is a bright light of joy, servanthood, and love wherever he goes!

Francisco right before he left for IHOPU

Francisco was transformed by the love of God, to such an extent that he shifted the entire trajectory of his life to chase everything God has for him and to be part of the Story of what God is doing in this generation. I believe that God wants to perform similarly radical transformations in the lives of countless young adults in prayer rooms all over the world.

When I first did my internship at IHOPKC in 2012 (read the story on the My Story page), I was already in love with the presence of God and knew that I was marked as a “Mary of Bethany” to sit at His feet and pour out my costly offering of love. However, I had no real direction in life. I had graduated college and didn’t feel peace about pursuing my field of study, so I had a really boring backup plan that I kind of hated and was really in need of direction.

Really, what I needed was vision. I needed a mission, a big Story to throw my life into. I needed my horizons expanded to see the bigger prophetic picture. I wrote in my journal that I was “waiting for my revolution.” In 2012, I found my revolution, and it was called the global end-time prayer movement.

In a five-month internship (and especially one specific night in the prayer room), my life was hijacked into the dream of God for the climax of history and the return of Jesus. I believe that God wants to hijack so many more of this generation into His big Story– the end-time prayer/worship/missions movement that will give Jesus His inheritance and usher in His literal bodily return to the planet.

So this is what we’re praying– that God would draw young adults into His house and draw them deep into encounters with Him that would change their lives forever.

God, draw young adults into our prayer rooms. Sovereignly get them in the door, and then tenderly draw their hearts deep into You. Let them fall in love with Jesus and catch a vision to throw their lives completely into what You’re doing.

What I’m Praying: The Harmony of Unity

Continuing my What I’m Praying series…

Every Thursday The Prayer Room hosts a private prayer meeting for local senior pastors. We transition the normal prayer room worship upstairs into our alternate prayer room so that we don’t drop the “fire on the altar” (Leviticus 6:13), and we make the prayer meeting in our main prayer room private and exclusive for these senior pastors. That way, they have the freedom to step out of “ministry mode” and just connect and receive, and everyone else still can be in the prayer room upstairs.

(Also, the pastors’ prayer meeting downstairs isn’t expected to flow in a normal harp and bowl form. The prayer focus is for their churches and for revival in our city, and we do have a worship leader who is very gifted with prophetic worship, but we give the pastors freedom to break all the normal prayer room rules to pray and connect however blesses them. Since we have the fire on the altar upstairs, we can feel completely comfortable letting whatever happens happen!)

We’ve been doing this for a few months now; after years of having it in our hearts, God is finally giving the grace and favor to make it happen! Although it’s generally just a small handful who come every week, it’s been powerful to see God moving as these pastors pray for each other, and pray for God’s purposes in our city side by side.

While the pastors pray downstairs, I serve as the usher for the prayer meeting upstairs. During the short time of intercession for revival in the middle of the set (this is a thing we started doing early this year–check out my blog post on why and how that works), I always like to pray for unity in the church in our region, and specifically for the pastors in the building.

My favorite verse to pray for unity is Romans 15:5-6 (also my favorite verse to pray for couples, so if I’ve given you a wedding card in the past 7 years, I almost guarantee it had this verse on it!).

“May the God of endurance and encouragement grant you to live in such harmony with one another, in accord with Christ Jesus, that together you may with one voice glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ.”
(Romans 15:5-6)

There may be many differences between churches… some to be celebrated, and some to be overcome by the grace of God. But no matter our differences, Paul’s prayer, which was inspired by the Holy Spirit, was that we would live in harmony and glorify God together with ONE VOICE.

What would it be like if the collective testimony coming out of the Church in a city was “Christ and Him crucified”? (1 Corinthians 2:2)

What if every unbeliever and every demon knew that the Christians in a city were a force to be reckoned with because of their unity?

There are aproximately 1,200 churches in the Dallas area (according to my 30 seconds of Googling). Let’s imagine all of those churches completely in the will of God, ministering to the people God has given them and focussing on what they’re supposed to be focussing on–each in different ways, for a different demographic, serving different needs in the city. In diversity, we can still come together in “one voice” unity to glority God together.

God emphasises different parts of His heart to different churches, too. This is part of why the Body needs each other. No one congregation has a full revelation of God. Some churches have more clarity on justice, or worship, or identity, or the end times, or family, or missions. In learning from each other, we become more of who we all are meant to be.

I love that Paul called for believers to live in “harmony” with each other. I don’t know what the word is in Greek, but in English “harmony” makes me think of music.

Imagine every church, in all of their glorious diversity, each playing their own little piece of the song. Imagine the rhythms and melodies and sounds from every different kind of instument. Imagine Chinese strings being played with African drums. Imagine someone rapping while someone else sings an operetic melody. Imagine it all flowing together seamlessly, an epic multicolored symphony, creating one resounding crescendo of glory to God.

What would that sound like from heaven’s perspective?

What would that look like? If worship is like incense rising before His throne, can you imagine the thick column of incense rising in unity from a city as a whole?

This is what we’re praying for– that Jesus’ Bride would be one as He and the Father are one, glorifying Him together, unity in diversity, every tribe and tongue.

that they may all be one, just as you, Father, are in me, and I in you, that they also may be in us…”
(John 17:21)

“…behold, a great multitude that no one could number, from every nation, from all tribes and peoples and languages, standing before the throne and before the Lamb… and crying out with a loud voice, ‘Salvation belongs to our God who sits on the throne, and to the Lamb!'”
(Revelation 7:9-10)

God, unify Your Church in our city. Knit our hearts together in love, that we could glorify You with one voice in perfect harmony.

What I’m Praying: IHOPU Ministry Team

Continuing my What I’m Praying series, this week we at The Prayer Room have been praying for our ministry trip team from IHOPU in Kansas City! Every year, IHOPU sends out hundreds of their students to houses of prayer all across the country to serve the city for a week. Usually, they spend some time in a prayer room, then spend a lot of time ministering at different churches and ministries, as well as a lot of time evangelizing in the city.

We’re hosting a trip again this year, but this trip is special. Instead of 30ish students, we capped it at 10 (which filled up FAST!) and instead of doing all of the usual activities, we have them focused almost exclusively on The Prayer Room. They’re in a morning set and an afternoon set every day, they’re serving in some very specific and needed ways (spreadsheets and spring cleaning!), and we also have them spending lots of time with our community and leadership team– learning, connecting, and trying to get a feel for life at our house of prayer.

The team helped our two newest staff members, fresh transplants from KC, move into their new apartment!

As we have them here this week, we’re praying three things for them, that God would:

  1. mark them in a deeper way with vision for the house of prayer,
  2. strengthen them in their individual callings, and
  3. give them grace to forge deep friendships with each other and with us.

I’ve especially been praying for #1, vision for the house of prayer. Especially for those who are here as underclassmen or who haven’t had much opportunity to experience what the house of prayer looks like outside of Kansas City, I’m asking God to mark them with His heart for smaller prayer rooms, where there are only a few faithful worshippers and intercessors in the room, where things are weak but vibrant.

The team hanging out on the TPR balcony for their lunch!

There’s a commonly cited statistic in the prayer movement that on average, people stick around for about five years before they get burned out and leave. I think there are a lot of dynamics to why that is, but a big one is VISION. I’m going on year 7 (although the first four were within the safety net of IHOPU, so we can call it two and a half if you want) and I know for me, the staying power isn’t in the hype and the “glory”. It’s in the why–the deep desire in the heart of God to have a resting place among us, for Jesus get the adoration He’s due, and for the church to partner with Him to bring His kingdom to earth (especially in the ultimate sense of the return of Jesus to the planet).

“Where there is no prophetic vision the people cast off restraint…”
(Proverbs 29:18)

I know it’s more popular to quote this verse as “…the people perish” (KJV), but I really like the “cast off restraint” translation because it means the inverse is also true: where there is vision, the people are empowered to embrace restraint.

The team leading a Worship With the Word set in our prayer room

In the house of prayer, restraint often looks like the frustration and tedium of long hours in an empty room, delayed promises, saying no to more exciting opportunities, the discomfort of fasting, the emotional labor of prayer, the reproach of embracing such a “foolish” calling… if we aren’t continually growing in vision, we will struggle to embrace these restraints with joy.

Our prayer for these students is that they will see more clearly God’s heart for the house of prayer and grow in conviction and vision for partnering with Him in this story. They all will be in Kansas City for at least a while longer, and some of them will feel called to serve in houses of prayer afterward–maybe even The Prayer Room!

God, give these students a deeper vision for Your house. Mark their hearts with Your desire to have a resting place, and stir in them a desire to lay down their lives to see that dream come true.

What I’m Praying: 6 Things I’ve Learned About Praying for Justice

Continuing my What I’m Praying series, I want to tell you about something I love praying for every single week. Every Saturday morning at 11am, I serve as the worship leader on an intercession set at The Prayer Room for various justice topics. My prayer leader and I have been doing this set for several months now, just the two of us, and it’s been powerful!

We’ve been praying for several topics, including adoption and the foster system, reentry into society after incarceration, and always for the church to have God’s heart for justice. It’s one of my favorite sets of the week because we really feel the partnership with God as we go after these things that He cares so much about. Jesus is the righteous Judge, and His heart burns to set all the wrong things right.

“Righteousness and justice are the foundation of your throne…”
(Psalm 89:14)

As we’ve been praying, we’ve been trying to keep a few key principles in mind. In my experience, having a handful of goals for the way we pray strengthens the intercession and helps everyone in the room engage with the topics.
1. Be Praising

Before you go into intercession, get a high view of God in worship. Remember who you’re talking to. Agree with who He is and declare that He is holy, good, and powerful. From that perspective, you’ll have the faith to pray biblically and declare His heart over the brokenness in our world.

Psalm 2 shows this pattern of intercession:

“Why do the nations rage and the peoples plot in vain? …He who sits in the heavens laughs… ‘As for me, I have set my King on Zion, my holy hill.’ … The LORD said to me, ‘You are my Son…Ask of me, and I will make the nations your heritage, and the ends of the earth your possession.'”
(Psalm 2:1-8)

The nations are raging, but God sits in heaven and isn’t worried at all. He has set Jesus as King. Then the next thing He does is invite Jesus (and I think we can hear this invitation for ourselves) to ask Him for the nations. From the perspective that God is confidently seated in heaven and He has firmly placed Jesus as King, we can have the joy and confidence to ask Him to move in the nations.

2. Be Biblical

Use verses! The prayers and promises in Scripture are like checks already signed by God – these are things we already know He wants to do, and this is language He actually gave us to ask Him to do them. Praying Scripture is the easiest way to come into agreement with the heart of God.

The prayers of the New Testament, which we call the apostolic prayers, are a great place to start (check out this list of apostolic prayers found in Scripture as well as this longer list of apostolic prayers) and you can also find a TON of verses to pray in the Psalms and prophets.

“The LORD is a stronghold for the oppressed…”
(Psalm 9:9)

“O Lord, you hear the desire of the afflicted; you will… do justice to the fatherless and the oppressed…”
(Psalm 10:17-18)

“Is not this the fast that I choose: to loose the bonds of wickedness, to undo the straps of the yoke, to let the oppressed go free, and to break every yoke?”
(Isaiah 58:6)

“The LORD has anointed me to bring good news to the poor; he has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives…”
(Isaiah 61:1)

“what does the LORD require of you but to do justice, and to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?”
(Micah 6:8)

BONUS verse: we’ve discovered that we love praying Ephesians 2 for unity and the ending of racism–

For he himself is our peace, who has made us both one and has broken down in his flesh the dividing wall of hostility… that he might… reconcile us both to God in one body through the cross, thereby killing the hostility.”
(Ephesians 2:14-16)

3. Be Positive

One of the core values of the harp and bowl model is positive prayers– praying FOR good things instead of AGAINST bad things. This is the model we see in the majority of the prayers in the Bible, and in my experience, it is super helpful to guard our hearts against offense and anger. We want to train ourselves to focus on the kingdom of light rather than the kingdom of darkness!

As another practical point, positive prayers help everyone in the room engage in unity. For example, you might want to pray “Remove the deception and racism in how this nation sees immigrants!” and not only are you working yourself up into more frustration, but someone in the room is now wondering what exactly you think about immigration policy and they’re probably arguing with you in their head. BUT if we pray, “Give us grace to see immigrants how You see them and love them well,” it’s much easier for someone to agree, because (hopefully) we can all agree that we all need more love!

4. Be Specific

When we started our set, we were praying really broadly, pretty much that God would reveal His love to every victim of injustice all over the world. That’s great, but it was a little too vague for us to focus effectively. As we grew, the topics became more specific, and that really helped us engage in a more targetted strike in intercession. In praying for the fatherless, our prayer leader got in touch with a local ministry that serves adoptive families, and we started praying specifically for their needs. Putting specific names, places, and scenarios to the topics we’re praying for really helps our hearts engage and helps focus our intercession so that we can actually, measurable see change happen.

5. Be Bold

I am so proud of my prayer leader– last week, he prayed boldly for a controversial topic related to systemic racism. He was biblical, positive, and specific, and prayed with a lot of grace and love. Plus, I know it was a topic that was very personal to him as a person of color. We prayed boldly and I could feel the Spirit of God interceding with us.

As easy as it may be to stick to the vague, safe topics, God’s heart is breaking for specific and often controversial injustices. He’s looking for a people unafraid to join Him in His burden for the things that are often difficult to talk about. Not only are we sowing into the spiritual breakthough that will one day come in these areas, but we’re practicing and modeling how believers should talk and pray about these topics from a biblical justice lens.

6. Be Persistent

We’re not going to see breakthough if we flit from one topic to another whenever we get bored. We need to take the example of the widow in Luke 18:1-8 who modeled persistent prayer for justice.

I saw this happen so powerfully when I was at IHOPKC – every month on the set for the ending of human trafficking, the prayer leader would focus on a different city somewhere in the world. All (or at least many, I can’t remember) of our prayers would be focussed on the ending of human trafficking IN THAT CITY, and then next month we’d switch to a different city. Every now and then the prayer leader would make an announcement on the mic that went something like, “Remember how we were praying for that specific city? Well, last night the police made a huge bust and freed 30 girls and made 14 arrests!” and we would all cheer and launch into our prayer for the next city with renewed vigor and faith.

What I’m Praying: Jesus is Better

Two weeks ago on my What I’m Praying series, I shared an update about what The Prayer Room is currently praying as a community. We’re in a spot where we desperately, urgently need God to break in with provision in a couple of different areas. Today, the senior staff of The Prayer Room is out of town on a prayer/work retreat to get a bunch of planning done and also to pray our guts out for God to break in. I invite you to read the “What I’m Praying: Crazy Supernatural Provision for a Dorm and Finances” post and intercede for us! We need it!

In the midst of this, life and emotions go on, and my own heart has been fighting to rest in the truth that Jesus is better. No matter what emotions or desires are swirling within me, no matter what distractions (even good things!) threaten to interrupt my devotion – JESUS IS BETTER.

I’m convinced that this is the foundation of discipleship. Sanctification is futile unless it’s an overflow of encountering the beauty of Jesus.

A couple of years ago, I blogged about an article written by a woman named Rachel who is attracted to other women and came out of the lesbian lifestyle because of a deep conviction that Jesus is better. (Jackie Hill Perry shared a similar testimony in her book Gay Girl, Good God, which I also blogged about.) One quote from Rachel’s article has stuck with me ever since I first read it:

“We can’t say no to something good unless we’re saying yes to something even better.”

(Rachel Gilson, “I Never Became Striaght. Perhaps That Was Never God’s Goal.”)

Whatever the “something good” is, whether it’s something wrong that only looks good, or something neutral or even actually good–JESUS IS BETTER.

This can’t be an abstract theological statement, though. I have to continually remind my heart what about Him is so much better. I have to remember why He is beautiful. I love to sing through chapters like Psalm 23, Psalm 45, Revelation 1, Philippians 2, Colossians 1, anything from Song of Solomon, to remember who He is.

When I see Him clearly, I can say with the Bride in the Song of Solomon:

“For your love is better than wine; your anointing oils are fragrant; your name is oil poured out; therefore virgins love you.”
(Song of Solomon 1:2-3)

Jesus’ love is better than wine, better than anything I could ever want or have.

When my heart is gripped by longing for relationships, whether the marriage God hasn’t given me yet or the family He called me to move away from–JESUS IS BETTER.

When the seduction of Netflix and endless, mindless scrolling lure me to waste hour after hour–JESUS IS BETTER.

When I’m discipling a young believer who is struggling to walk away from their old life and choose Jesus, this is the core truth they need to believe–JESUS IS BETTER.

Gritting my teeth and trying harder will fail. That will very quickly feel like bondage. Saying yes to something vast, stunning, infinitely more beautiful–this is freedom. This is joy.

We can overcome anything if we are confident that Jesus is better.

  • His love is better than wine. (Song 1:2)
  • His love is better than life. (Psalm 63:3)
  • He is fairer than the sons of man. (Psalm 45:2)
  • He is chief among ten thousand. (Song 5:10)
  • He is the pearl of great price. (Matthew 13:46)
  • He is the only one found worthy. (Revelation 5:3-5)
  • One day with Him is better than a thousand days without Him. (Psalm 84:10)

This is my prayer today, and I invite you to pray it for yourself:

Jesus, You are better. You are more beautiful than anything I could ever desire. Anchor my heart in this truth and help me believe it when other desires tug at me. You are better.

What I’m Praying: Crazy Supernatural Provision for a Dorm and Finances

Continuing my What I’m Praying series, here’s the story on the current prayer topic at The Prayer Room, where I serve on full-time missionary staff.

A year and a half ago, we sold the dorm house that had been housing some of our community. The foundation was bad, among other issues, and it was desperately time for a new building. Unfortunately, we weren’t able to get a loan to purchase a new dorm (such as a duplex or quadplex), so the money from the sale sat in savings.

As time went on, and our finances got worse and worse, we kept needing to dip into our dorm savings to keep afloat. We were going into “debt” to ourselves as we borrowed from the dorm fund. We were also in substantial credit card debt.

Throughout our history our finances have never been normal; God doesn’t let our money operate by normal financial wisdom principles. (Dave Ramsey would be so confused!) God seems to like to let us get in a hole and then He will suddenly, miraculously bail us out. It’s happened over and over and has been part of how He has built faith into our DNA. So as a community, we began pressing in for God to give us $25,000 to get us out of debt, but months passed and breakthrough didn’t come.

As the leadership team talked and prayed, we came to feel that maybe God wasn’t planning to bail us out of debt with a large chunk of money this time, as He’s done before. There was, however, some prophetic swirl on the idea of God outright giving us a dorm building. We began feeling stirred to do something ridiculous, radical, and upside-down… instead of continuing to pray for God to give us $25,000, we would GIVE away $25,000.

We wrote a check to some dear friends of ours who have been pioneering a house of prayer in Galveston, TX, for a couple of years. This drained what we had left in savings and basically accelerated the process of us being backed into a corner. No cushion. All faith. We are officially left with only one option… God’s deliverance.

So as of this past Saturday, our rapid fire topic which we pray in the prayer room every two hours is this: for God to give us a dorm building by June 1 (in time for our summer IHOPU externs) and also to give us additional monthly partners to build our finances. We are consistently in the hole financially, and this $25,000 gift to our friends left us with NO backup plan. We really need people to step up to commit to give to TPR monthly, even $5 or $10.

This dorm will be such a huge blessing. It has been such a pain in our hearts these past two years that when one of the single young adults in our community wants to be more involved at TPR and needs housing, we don’t have anything to offer them. Also, when we try to recruit students from IHOPU to come serve with us, we don’t know what kind of housing to promise them and must have faith that God will provide for those who say yes. He always has, but many of our families who could possibly squeeze an extra person into their house have already done so.

When we get the dorm, be it a duplex, quadplex, or even a small apartment building, I plan to move in and serve as the house leader. As much as I love my home and roommates now, I’m looking forward to living with younger ones who are committed to pursuing Jesus together, linking arms to build His house. We are going to build an AWESOME culture of community and prayer from the ground up and it’s going to be glorious.

The past few days, as we’ve been praying for God to give us a dorm and more monthly partners, there’s been a real stirring of fresh faith. We’re praying with more boldness and strength, with confidence that God loves our hearts to give generously and rely completely on Him. There’s something about radical trust that moves His heart! At this point, He’s literally our only hope, so we’re going to keep pressing in until He meets us with a breakthrough.

God, please provide a dorm and monthly partners for The Prayer Room. These are things we really need, and we know You will be faithful to take care of us and build Your house. All our trust is in You. 

If you want to be part of the answer to this prayer, you can set up a recurring gift (seriously, $5 monthly gifts add up!!) at tprdfw.com

What I’m Praying: Leaders Aligned with God for Revival

Thirty seconds before sitting down to write this, I was on the mic in our prayer room praying for leaders in our region (Dallas-Ft. Worth, Texas) to know how to partner with the Holy Spirit in revival. God has so many things He wants to do in this region, but there are some things He will not do unless His church, led by her leaders, partner with Him in ushering it in.

I was praying a specific passage for these leaders:

“…that you may be filled with the knowledge of his will in all spiritual wisdom and understanding, so as to walk in a manner worthy of the Lord, fully pleasing to him: bearing fruit in every good work and increasing in the knowledge of Godbeing strengthened with all power, according to his glorious might, for all endurance and patience with joy…”
(Colossians 1:9-11)

It takes a sovereign gripping for the church to catch the vision for what God is up to and decide to fully throw their lot in with it. We need to pray for our leaders, both directly above us and in our region and nation as a whole, that they would be supernaturally able to discern which way the Spirit is moving and would increase in the knowledge of God–not just general theology, but specific insight into what He’s doing now. We need God to give our leaders clear vision and strategy to partner with Him.

What a loss it would be to miss a move of God because we didn’t recognize a divine moment in history.

At The Prayer Room, we launched a new initiative a couple weeks ago of adding more times of prayer for revival into our schedule. We have prayer meetings 5am-11pm every single day, and we decided that for the foreseeable future we will add a brief cycle of intercession for revival into the midpoint of every devotional set 9am-7pm every single day. That gets us praying for revival 30+ more times a week than we had been previously. (EDIT: A few weeks later, we decided to add this prayer time to EVERY devo in the schedule.)

The thing is, God has set us as watchmen on the wall in our region–and probably you in your region. It’s a hugely central part of why our prayer room exists. If we want to see revival–real revival, capital R Revival–it’s on us to be faithful in intercession to call it in. Specifically, if we recognise that that church in our region isn’t spiritually prepared for revival, we need to spend significant focus praying for God to prepare the soil of our hearts, like fuel waiting for Him to send the spark.

We have about 20 different prayer topics related to revival that we may pray from during these intercession times during our devotionals. Praying for leaders is just one of them. I’m sure other revival topics will make an appearance as What I’m Praying posts in the coming months and maybe even years.

God, fill leaders in our region with the knowledge of Your will. Give clear vision and specific divine strategies for how to partner with You in everything You want to do.

What I’m Praying: Build His House

Build His House

Unless the LORD builds the house, those who build it labor in vain. Unless the LORD watches over the city, the watchman stays awake in vain.”
(Psalm 127:1)

Continuing my What I’m Praying series, recently I’ve had it on my heart to pray for God to build specific houses of prayer.

A few weeks ago, a friend from Kansas City who now serves at a house of prayer in another state reached out to me to ask a few questions about how to logistically strengthen their house of prayer and how to impart vision for it. As we’ve been talking, I’ve begun carrying a prayer for that ministry to be strengthened and be renewed in fresh vision, with supernatural grace to move forward stronger than ever.

Yesterday, I heard from my director, Brad Stroup at The Prayer Room, who was leading a house of prayer leadership gathering in Orlando, that he met the directors of that house of prayer – the very one my friend and I have been praying for – and that they were so encouraged by the gathering and felt strengthened with fresh fire and vision! It looks like Brad might even travel there on a consulting trip to offer his expertise in the administrative logistics of building the house.

When I heard all this in our team meeting, and then heard the name of the house of prayer and realized it was the one my friend was at, I freaked out and started crying.

GOD IS BUILDING THE HOUSE. In one weekend, He broke in, sent fresh wind, and loudly affirmed His commitment to see that house of prayer thrive and be a beacon of His glory in that region.

Ever since I launched Fragrance Arise a few weeks ago, I’ve been privileged to connect with houses of prayer and Burn 24/7 groups all over the world (mostly on Instagram — follow me if you’re not!). I’ve loved praying for these houses of prayer, keeping in mind Psalm 127:1 – “Unless the Lord builds the house…”

It has to be Him. This whole movement is supernatural from beginning to end. The fuel in our tanks is completely Holy Spirit. We need Him to break in and give us grace to keep going, divine ideas to grow, and supernatural provision to sustain us. And every moment, we need more of His presence to move among us.

If you’re part of a house of prayer or a praying community, please leave a prayer request for it in the comments, and take a moment to pray for the other ministries represented. Leave comments encouraging and praying for others. Let’s lift each other up and ask the Lord to build His house all over the earth.

God, build Your house of prayer all over the earth! Impart vision, provide resources, and give grace to keep going. Let Jesus have His inheritance in us.

What I’m Praying: Night Watch

Today I’m continuing my every-other-Wednesday series What I’m Praying. (On the in between Wednesdays, expect to see posts on What I’m Reading.) The vision for this series is to share a peek into either the “prayer vibe” around our house of prayer, or what’s on my heart personally to pray.

Ever since a bunch of us got back from the Onething conference in Kansas City a few weeks ago, many of us have carried a stronger burden than usual for what we call the “night watch”. On the first evening of the conference, the session ended up being all about honouring those who serve the Lord as worshippers and intercessors in the night, literally flipping their schedule upside down for months or years at a time to keep the “fire on the altar” (Leviticus 6:13) in 24/7 prayer rooms while the rest of the world sleeps.

God began stirring up a holy jealousy in us that we would have a night watch in our city, and we carried that passion home and have made it a central prayer topic in many of our prayer meetings.

The foundation of night watch is found in the heavenly throne room scene in Revelation 4:

“And the four living creatures… day and night they never cease to say, ‘Holy, holy, holy, is the Lord God Almighty, who was and is and is to come!'”
(Revelation 4:8)

This is the picture that the tabernacle of David was patterned after, with priests on duty around the clock worshipping God. In fact, the second shortest chapter of the Bible, with only three verses, was written out of the place of David’s night watch:

“Come, bless the LORD, all you servants of the LORD, who stand by night in the house of the LORD!
Lift up your hands to the holy place and bless the LORD!
May the LORD bless you from Zion, he who made heaven and earth!”
(Psam 134:1-3)

(Check out the video above at 30:50 for a prophetic song based on this passage!)

The reality is that Jesus is actually worthy of unceasing worship. For all of who He is and all that He’s done, as the Creator of the cosmos, the Lamb who was slain, the most beautiful Man to ever live, the infinitely good and kind Bridegroom, King, and Judge– He deeply, intrinsically deserves the fullest praise we can give Him.

Allen Hood likes to say that we give Him 24/7 because we can’t give Him 25/8.

Let’s be a people who continuously push the boundary, saying “How can I give you more of what You deserve? How can I love, serve, and worship you more?” Of course, this is never out of legalism, as though His love and favour depends on us trying as hard as we can– but once we catch a glimpse of His matchless beauty and feel the weight of his love and delight, our hearts overflow with love in return that expresses itself in increasingly radical ways. Like flipping our schedule upside down to praise Him all night long.

Here at The Prayer Room, we are all eager to launch our night watch, but we will only do it when we can do it sustainably. This has been our ministry model since day one: when we add a set to our schedule at a certain time, we add it on every day of the week, and we do not come off of it no matter what. Whenever we begin inching our way through the night toward 24/7 (first 11pm-1am, then 1-3am, then 3-5am), we will count the cost very soberly and make sure that our days are solid enough to survive some of us transitioning to the nights.

God, burn this passion on the hearts of Your people, to see Jesus be worshipped in our city literally day and night. Let us not rest until we give You what You deserve. Bring people to fill our prayer room during the daytime hours so that we can responsibly reassign people to carry the nights. Have Your glory here!

What I’m Praying: Dancing Justice

DANCING JUSTICE - Oh Lord, You hear the desire of the afflictedContinuing my What I’m Praying series, here’s something that’s been on my heart for a few years now, and came to a head again last Friday. It’s something I talk about with increasing frequency on my social media, but rarely if ever on Fragrance Arise, mostly because my thoughts and feelings are still so raw, and it’s difficult to get them into a form that fits the mission of this blog. Also, I think, there’s fear of being perceived as “stirring the pot”, as I’ve been accused of trying to do–i.e. stir up trouble and division that hurts more than it helps.

I’m talking about justice issues. Specifically, right now, racial justice issues.
This past week, Stephon Clark was shot 20 times by police in his grandmother’s backyard in Sacramento. He was unarmed. He was scared. There is currently an ongoing investigation and several outstanding questions as to how the police handled the encounter. They were looking for someone breaking windows in the neighbourhood, and even assuming Stephon was that guy, he did not deserve to die. And yes, he was black.

I don’t have all the answers, but that should never have gone down the way it did. There was no reason for him to end up dead.

This post is mostly not about Stephon Clark. As grieved as I was over the injustice of his death, a more close-to-home grief arose when I witnessed the reactions of some of my white brothers and sisters in Christ. We were quick to defend the police and slow to mourn the loss of life. We were quick to deny racism had any role, systemic or specific, and we were slow to listen to the stories of the black people who had the courage to jump into those conversations and share their experiences and perspectives. We were all too okay with what had happened. And I’ve witnessed echoes of this same conversation so. many. times.

I can already hear the cries of “not all white people/Christians/police/etc!” so yes, I’ll say it here. NOT ALL.

But too many.

And too many turning a blind eye.

“Let every person be quick to hear, slow to speak, slow to anger; for the anger of man does not produce the righteousness of God.”
(James 1:19-20)

My heart aches for us as white believers, who are part of the Body of Christ, the hands and feet of Jesus on the earth, to slow down, shut up and listen, and recognise that our world is broken, centuries of brokenness have built up to create the world as it is today, and some of our brothers and sisters walk through this world differently than we do.

We need to let go and listen.

Just.

Listen.

I’m still listening. I’m still very much in the early stages of this journey. A few years ago, I realised I had grown up in a bubble, and racism to me was mostly a thing in the history books. When I heard of black people being shot by police, and my black friends crying injustice and tragedy, I silently thought that they were overreacting, because the police are always the good guys who always deserve the benefit of the doubt.

If only.

On Friday, I found myself once again in a conversation where all of these emotions and reactions came to a head, hurtful things were said, there was way more ranting and accusing than listening, and humility and compassion seemed a million miles away.

It broke my heart.

That afternoon I was folding laundry in my room when I broke down crying. I had so much frustration and grief that I didn’t know what to do with it.

Grief for Stephon Clark and the far too many who came before him.

Grief for my friends and family, the church, who seemed to have forgotten how to listen in love.

Grief for the relationships that have been strained, brother against brother and sister against sister, because of these issues.

Grief for America and the world, where I know there will never be true shalom until Jesus comes back.

Grief for myself, my own turmoil, my poor angry heart that had lost sight of peace and joy.

“Jesus, help me,” I cried. “I don’t even know what to do with my heart right now.”

In a moment of clarity and wisdom that I wish I had more often, I knew I needed to worship. I knew I needed to declare again that God does see and hear every injustice, and His heart breaks for it, and He will not be silent forever. I needed to rise above the mess and declare the fierce love and justice of King Jesus. I put on a youtube playlist that I created specifically for processing these kinds of emotions (many of the songs were suggestions from friends trying to work through the same things).

And then I danced. I danced every emotion I was having. I danced frustration, anger, fear…and I danced faith, confidence, and hope. I danced through that playlist until I could hardly breathe. Alone in my bedroom, I declared the bleeding love of God, the fire in His eyes, and His fierce promise to establish swift, perfect justice forever. As I danced, my body became a prophecy and a prayer and a weapon.As I danced, my body became prophecy, prayer, weapon
Jesus sees. He hears. He will not forget. He will make all the wrong things right. He will restore, and He will repay.

And in the meanwhile… what if we could just listen for a while? What if we could actually listen to the stories of our brothers and sisters of colour who have LIVED this reality for generations? Sometimes those stories come out with anger, true, but what if we could put aside our defensiveness for a while and actually try to hear their hearts? And then just say “Thank you for sharing your story” without listing off our reactions and objections? And what if we did that a hundred times before we opened our mouths to share our opinions?

This is the cry of my heart. This is what I believe christlike love looks like.

And if you’re like me, caught in the storm of emotion, feeling tangled and pulled and watching the world implode into chaos around you… slow down, breathe deep, and remember what is true. Proclaim it. Pray it, sing it, shout it, dance it. He will not forget justice.

“But you do see, for you note mischief and vexation,
that you may take it into your hands;
to you the helpless commits himself;
you have been the helper of the fatherless.
Break the arm of the wicked and evildoer;
call his wickedness to account till you find none.

The LORD is king forever and ever;
the nations perish from his land.
O LORD, you hear the desire of the afflicted;
you will strengthen their heart; you will incline your ear
to do justice to the fatherless and the oppressed,
so that man who is of the earth may strike terror no more.”

(Psalm 10:14-18)

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Enjoy my Justice Worship playlist on Youtube.